Numb

More numb today than we have been in a very long time. This might give us strength. Therapy at 4:30PM. Unless she comes up with a plan of action we are quitting therapy today. Six more hours to go. Wish there was something to make the time go faster. We already feel dead inside. Not even sure if we'l be able to talk or communicate with her but maybe it doesn't matter at this point.

I had contacted two more places to try to find more help. Both got back to me today. They have no options or suggestions, they are sorry I'm in this position. And then they tell me not to give up. Yeah, sorry, way too late for that.

It would almost be funny if it wasn't so sad and serious.